Thought of the Day: "A relationship isn't only about finding the right person, it's also about becoming the right person"
So... Life is ironic! So, John was listening to some cds that I had in my car. He found one that a previous boyfriend gave me. There was a song on it and he told me to listen carefully to it. He said that the message was really important. Here is the song:
Girlfriend (Remix)
Uh, Ay, Ay
Uh, Would you be my girl?
Would you be my
(Would you be my girlfriend?)
Uh, Ay, Yeah
Check it
He don't want you like I want you
Believe me, boo, I been told
He don't appreciate you, ma
I can tell by the way he hold you
He don't love you like I do love you
He don't squeeze you like I squeeze
I'll make your neck pop back and
In fact I'll buckle your knees (hey)
Okay, baby what's it gon' take for you
To be my lady (tell me right now)
I hear your friends say you should
Your parents tell you what's good
Your lil' sister keep yellin' Nelly
I wish you would
But you hesitatin' debatin' whether or not it's real
I ain't shootin game, boo
I'm just tellin you how I feel
I'm diggin' everything about you
Your hips an' the way they swing
I hate to see you leave boo
But let us see ya all the way
I'll be your personal shrink boo I care what ya think
I bought the Bentely in pink 'cos my dough in sync
So tell ya man bye bye and tell 'em you're long (gone)
Ain't no needin' wait up you done found you another (home)
(woo)
I don't know why you care
(Why you thinkin' bout it mamma?)
He doesn't even know you're there
'Cos he don't love your eyes (no)
And he don't love your smile (no)
Girl you know that ain't fair (c'mon)
In the middle of the night
Is he gonna be by your side?
Or will he run and hide?
You don't know 'cos things ain't clear
And baby when you cry
Is he gonna stand by your side?
Does the man even know you're alive?
I got an idea
Why don't you be my girlfriend
I'll treat you good (I'll treat you good girl)
I know you hear your friends when they say you should
'Cos if you were my girlfriend
I'd be your shining star
The one to show you where you are
Girl you should be my girlfriend
Does he know what you feel (he know what you feel?)
Are you sure that it's real yeah (are you sure?)
Does he ease your mind (no)
Or does he break your stride?
Did you know that love could be a shield yeah
In the middle of the night (ohhh)
Is he gonna be by your side? (no no no)
Or will he run and hide?
You don't know 'cos things ain't clear
And baby when you cry (ooohh)
Is he gonna stand by your side? (no no)
Does the man even know you're alive?
I got an idea (listen girl)
So won't you be my girlfriend (yeah yeah)
I'll treat you good (I'll treat you good girl)
I know you hear your friends when they say you should, baby
'Cos if you were my girlfriend (uh uh uh uh)
I'd be your shining star (I'd be the one to shine for ya, girl)
The one to show you where you are (Check it, ah ah ah ah ah ah)
Girl you should be my girlfriend
Need a fiance', cute as Beyonce,
Ghetto like Da Brat
Ready to scrap when I say
The talents of Alicia, the fall Ms. Keys
Take the hips off-a Trina
The lips off Eve
I put ya so high on a pedestal, it might make ya nose bleed
So much ice around ya ankles, and watch ya toes freeze
Whats wrong, ma? Ya man ain't brining ya jewelry?
Don't trip flip ya scrip to a country boy
Now c'mon
Ever since I saw your face
Nothing in my life has been the same
I walk around just saying your name
Without you my world would end, yeah
I've searched around this whole damn place
And everything says you were meant to be
My girlfriend oh
(Hey girl)
Why don't you be my girlfriend (yeah)
I'll treat you good (uh)
I know you hear your friends when they say you should
(I know you hear your friends when they say you should)
'Cos if you were my girlfriend (my girlfriend)
I'd be your shining star (be your shining star yeahh)
The one to show you where you are
Girl you should be my girlfriend (you make my heart sing)
Ahh (uh uh uh uh) you make my heart sing
Ahh you make my heart sing
Ahh (uh uh uh uh) my baby, baby, yeah you make my heart sing
Ahh girl you should be my girlfriend (would you be my)
Girl you should be my girlfriend (would you be my girl)
Girl you should be my girlfriend (would you be my)
Girl you should be my girlfriend
So yeah, looking back, I realize that this is really an ironic situation because this song describes basically what happened in my life before I started dating my handsome John Phillip!  This song happened! LOL I guess Nelly and NSYNC know what they are talking about! I love him SOOOO much! I will miss you a lot when you go back to Phoenix! I love you John! Byebye!
| 
Kelly 
I am going to try to get John Phillip to play while he is here... but I doubt he will. It's ok... I still love him anyways! 
So yeah, I changed my layout... again... Thought it was time for a change... FYI... John it's talking about you! :o) It's been what seems like a lifetime since he left Greenville. It will be 5 days now until he comes to Decatur to be with me! I love him sooooo very much! I miss you babe! We have been able to talk a lot while I am home... We are averaging about 4 hours a day or so! 
I love that boy! I can't even describe how much I love him! 
He is the greatest. We have had our problems, but who doesn't? It's all because we are both stubborn! (John Phillip, DON'T try to argue with me!! 
) I love him! I hope everyone has had an amazing break! I have to go back to school on my birthday, which is January 3rd! See all my GC friends then!
